1. Yes I have completely changed. I also hate pretending so much. Even diro I rarely did it. I feel trapped and imprisoned when I pretend.

2. Deep down I feel so clean and powerful, loved and taken care of, protected and wiser. The things that I fantasized about and even took refuge in don't interest me anymore — infact I gag when I remember it.

The way I perceive change spiritually is like that burning bush story in the bible. God doesn't come upon you and then burn you off, the change isn't destructive to your identity. I will still be and look like Dagmawi. But the things I desire, the goals and standards I have in life completely change.

1. My parents have influenced me so much. For one the love they show eachother, though at times rough, has made me the most optimistic person about marriage and it's something I look forward to in excitement and joy.

2. More importantly have you noticed Your influence on your parents? I keep noticing my effects on them and it's forcing me to watch the way I act around them.

3. Next week?

1. Yes (used razer blades on my arms), I stopped properly in 4th year when I came to Christ. It's actually one of those instantly changing moments for me. But have you noticed we self harm in so many more ways than cutting??

2. There was a dream I saw about God protecting me when I was surrounded by giant demons that were trying to kill me. Never again was I scared of darkness and demonic things after that and my faith in God's protection is through the roof.

1. Nothing — sometimes tea.

2. I suck at recommending PCs. Ask in @CodeNight or something.

3. It is cleansing. I feel washed everytime.

4. Please stop harming your body, it is the house of God. He loves your body, He formed it in the womb and you shouldn't hurt it like that. Often time it's not the harming you're obsessed with but more into punishing yourself or trying to feel things. Pray and get forgiveness, you shouldn't punish yourself like that, and inorder to feel things, read Hosea and the Gospels.

5. I agree, I will do it when I get a solid amount of time.

Thank you, you're so beautiful. I will go over my blog and remove anything I think doesn't make the case up and will definitely watch the way I talk about them. You're very right and this means a lot — you will see me change after this.

I'm sorry!

Accepting a few last questions for the next 5 mins and that's enough for today.

1. When it comes to politics, people should uphold Christ above it not the other way around. I hated that time when people preached Abiy in Church more than God. It disgusts me.

One important thing to do is to pray for people in charge, bad or good, the church and believers should pray for the people in power.

2. It's fine to have a preference of race. It's completely lovely to marry a Tigrai girl if you're tigrai it doesn't make you a racist. What does make you a racist is to believe that marrying another race is sinful or ruins your blood line or considering others superior and inferior.

I notice some Christians obsessed with this thing, I consider them to not understand Christianity at all.

1. Honestly nothing.

2. Her spiritual maturity.

3. I feel a bit more open and comfortable talking to them. We have a lot we relate with and having others who feel what you're feeling is a good thing.

1. Enem alakm lol

2. Even now my parents don't like the time I spend on my PC. That will rarely change,, you just have to build something impactful or find a way to make money with it and prove to them it's important.

1. Will do after this post

2. Honestly I wanna use tech to be very wealthy so I can help the poor and also spread the good news of God.

3. Value your time so much then you'll start being angry at everything and everyone wasting your time.

Thank you everyone, this was wonderful.

Call me a wizard cuz I'm Ray Casting

Btw, Gimini has a mobile app too. You should try it out cause the gemini-2.5-pro model is by far the best model I've ever tried also it is extremely great at translating into Amharic.

Everyone's building the same thing

Fun part about my days is getting early access to projects from Startups and people from the community :)