First post!
I've been using Telegram mostly for private conversations and sharing memes with friends, but it seems tough times call for tough measures, so here we are.
Honestly, the idea of this channel is more like to keep my sanity at bay rather than for any solid purpose of sharing stuff; I guess. Consider this a Twitter of sorts, but much calmer, safer (for yours truly anxiety at least haha)
I'll keep everything posted here bilingual, both in English and Russian.
Bye for now!
I've been using Telegram mostly for private conversations and sharing memes with friends, but it seems tough times call for tough measures, so here we are.
Honestly, the idea of this channel is more like to keep my sanity at bay rather than for any solid purpose of sharing stuff; I guess. Consider this a Twitter of sorts, but much calmer, safer (for yours truly anxiety at least haha)
I'll keep everything posted here bilingual, both in English and Russian.
Bye for now!
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Okay, so today was quite fruitful; handled the anxiety that keeps screwing me over repeatedly and finally got back to work. Short attention span still haunts me; my thoughts are getting ahead of me. My head is a mess of incoherent and simultaneously coherent thoughts, and the overall feeling I'd describe as a big lump of moisture somewhere deep in my chest. Yesterday I had it much worse though, no kidding.
Again I sabotaged my goal of giving up coffee for good. Snapped and had one cup spiced by guilt, knowing for a fact I'm gonna shake like a chihuahua for the rest of the day but this urge was stronger than me. Ugh.
Here have some asian house concepts.
Again I sabotaged my goal of giving up coffee for good. Snapped and had one cup spiced by guilt, knowing for a fact I'm gonna shake like a chihuahua for the rest of the day but this urge was stronger than me. Ugh.
Here have some asian house concepts.
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Finally, a peaceful moment for the first time in DAYS. PayPal has kindly blessed me with some money! It's nice not having to worry about that on top of everything happening around the globe.
Trying to throw myself back into the swing of things, which is much better than wandering around our apartment or doom scrolling through seemingly endless socials.
So I spent a whole day zoning out with Blender while Sty took care of tidying up our Discord server. Figured we should post some stuff we have in stock by the end of March once we deal with the Patreon and full-time job issue. Obviously, as much as I'd love to fulfil any of long-term plans I had bearing in mind prior to the events, I'm in no position of voicing any firm decisions right now. I wouldn't say it is a matter of choice, rather the matter of time, which is out of control. In the prevailing political climate, you just never know what to expect.
Either way, creating assets for a portfolio could get you this far.
Trying to throw myself back into the swing of things, which is much better than wandering around our apartment or doom scrolling through seemingly endless socials.
So I spent a whole day zoning out with Blender while Sty took care of tidying up our Discord server. Figured we should post some stuff we have in stock by the end of March once we deal with the Patreon and full-time job issue. Obviously, as much as I'd love to fulfil any of long-term plans I had bearing in mind prior to the events, I'm in no position of voicing any firm decisions right now. I wouldn't say it is a matter of choice, rather the matter of time, which is out of control. In the prevailing political climate, you just never know what to expect.
Either way, creating assets for a portfolio could get you this far.
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Sure been quiet here. Lemme fix that real quick, have a peace offering of Burke and his wind troubles (and my struggles with Burke's junklegs ashfh)
There's not much to tell, though. Trying to get into the swing of things, got myself into sketching to cope with accumulated stress. Worked like a charm haha
There's not much to tell, though. Trying to get into the swing of things, got myself into sketching to cope with accumulated stress. Worked like a charm haha
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What I don't like most about being constantly on edge is how strange my mind perceives the time. It's been a week, but it feels like only three days have passed. What was I doing all this time, have I done anything worthy at all is a pure mystery. This is plain stupid. Motivation dropped to zero. Back to this swamping condition I existed throughout 2021. Nevermind this is me just thinking out loud 'cause I lament my wasted time asfdgasf
Ever since I can remember my artistic path, I have never had a character that shared this mutual connection, this intertwined bond with me. No fursona, no mascot, no one and nothing that might lead me to point a finger at and say "oh it's me alright" haha So I genuinely admire folks who have this kind of bond and embrace it, going after some art. To keep bad mood at bay, to share the joy creating piece by piece, so to speak. Sometimes I feel like I'm some kind of unemotional yet super-anxious stump who needs a good reason to draw something for myself. (this thing here is also an enormous problem for me and sty. Us being coauthors always ends up with her generating a dozen ideas and me sitting and wondering why is it necessary. Good thing sty is a patient one asfkfk)
I can't find a solid answer for my questions whenever I think about what could be done with this challenge. So... I have created this faceless nothing. Those folks who follow me on Twitch (and most likely those who have seen the animation of three dogs I have there) this _thing_ and its entourage might be familiar
Ever since I can remember my artistic path, I have never had a character that shared this mutual connection, this intertwined bond with me. No fursona, no mascot, no one and nothing that might lead me to point a finger at and say "oh it's me alright" haha So I genuinely admire folks who have this kind of bond and embrace it, going after some art. To keep bad mood at bay, to share the joy creating piece by piece, so to speak. Sometimes I feel like I'm some kind of unemotional yet super-anxious stump who needs a good reason to draw something for myself. (this thing here is also an enormous problem for me and sty. Us being coauthors always ends up with her generating a dozen ideas and me sitting and wondering why is it necessary. Good thing sty is a patient one asfkfk)
I can't find a solid answer for my questions whenever I think about what could be done with this challenge. So... I have created this faceless nothing. Those folks who follow me on Twitch (and most likely those who have seen the animation of three dogs I have there) this _thing_ and its entourage might be familiar
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A bunch of recentish sketch pages! All characters belong to their respective owners.
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