Hey
I have another update --- and it's not good news.
Yesterday, my job offer was rescinded because they weren't able to get in contact with meabout my fingerprints needing clearance. My background check was completed weeks ago, so I thought I was in the clear. Turns out, my gmail flagged the emails as spam, which is why I never saw them. I am absolutely heartbroken, devastated, and shattered that my dream job was taken away from me in the blink of an eye.
I am eligible to re-apply May of next year when they take applications, but that still doesn't make the pain go away.
Unfortunately, I am back to doing commissions full time, and in today's climate, it's been horrible to me barely scrapping by, and I find no joy in it if I am to be perfectly honest. The job needs to be done, and I still have a backlog to finish, and the cycle of taking new commission/YCH work continues when I need financial stability to get me through the months.
The thought alone makes me depressed af.
Understand I am going through an emotionally challenging time right now, and I will do my best to get owed work done.
I have another update --- and it's not good news.
Yesterday, my job offer was rescinded because they weren't able to get in contact with meabout my fingerprints needing clearance. My background check was completed weeks ago, so I thought I was in the clear. Turns out, my gmail flagged the emails as spam, which is why I never saw them. I am absolutely heartbroken, devastated, and shattered that my dream job was taken away from me in the blink of an eye.
I am eligible to re-apply May of next year when they take applications, but that still doesn't make the pain go away.
Unfortunately, I am back to doing commissions full time, and in today's climate, it's been horrible to me barely scrapping by, and I find no joy in it if I am to be perfectly honest. The job needs to be done, and I still have a backlog to finish, and the cycle of taking new commission/YCH work continues when I need financial stability to get me through the months.
The thought alone makes me depressed af.
Understand I am going through an emotionally challenging time right now, and I will do my best to get owed work done.
I will be working 12 hour days to finish as many commissions as I can. My Black Friday Sale income will help me get through the month. I will start the sale commissions in January 2025. Your support will help immensely as I continue to tackle this. On a positive note, I re-applied to two major airliners as I am now eligible to do so, so I'm hoping to succeed this time. Thank you again for keeping me afloat through this stressful process 🙏❤️